Polling the Night Shift
There’s been this one last dangling thread of unfinished business regarding stupidface and I involving money from a joint bank account I found out had been closed a few months ago when I texted her saying that I was going to close it and send her half. She texted back saying that she closed it a few months ago and that she’d send me half… but could I give her a week. Seriously. If I’d gone into a branch on a whim to close it without mentioning it to her I would have been met with the unbelievably embarrassing situation of a bank teller telling me this shit. Thankfully I wasn’t counting on the money to pay rent or anything so that isn’t a problem. I just wanted this final thing done with. I’m just amazed that people actually do the tacky-ass shit she’s pulled.
I ran into her in a club a couple months ago and played nice because I freak out into “polite mode” when faced with situations I can’t properly handle. (I said hello and shook the hand of the guy who broke my wrist when I saw him in a gas station a couple years after the fact.) I’m currently fixated on the fact that she might think we’re okay because of that when really I wish pregnancy and misery on her.
But I want to let go of that anger. I moved out in September and the slow-motion breakup started last May. I’m so sick of this rot inside of me. So my question to you, Internet, is how do you let go of anger from years felt wasted. How do you stop thinking about somebody when all it does is make you mad?
- digitalflaneur answered: I’m going through a similar resentment issue. My solution is hedonism, although I don’t think it’s working.
- bouncesoul said: i know you may not know spanish, but this song puts it very well. { see prior lyrics link } best of luck.
- bouncesoul answered: lyricstranslate.com/en/…
- liquidiousfleshbag answered: i’m still hoping that some of my exes lose the uses of their genitals so I don’t have an answer but ugh yes
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- dazaibrosamu answered: i’ve decided to just wait for them to die? is that helpful?
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- ainsleyamylauryn answered: i seriously cannot stop this shit thing when someone is my head
- love-and-radiation said: Good lord I wish I could give you a hug.
- bedbugsbiting answered: I haven’t been in quite this situation, but I have a PhD in holding on to anger. I have no idea what to do with it or when it goes away.
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- radiatinglight answered: Allow yourself to be angry for awhile, but also remember that moving on is not a choice. It is a necessity. He who angers you controls you.
- dreams-while-cooking answered: When you find the secret answer, lemme know.
- novazembla said: I don’t have good answers but PREGNANCY AND MISERY.
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- eversonpoe answered: i was with my ex for four years, engaged for two, and then she used me for 7 months. i’m happy with sarah, but i’m still trying to let it go.
- abbyjean answered: unsatisfying answer: time, and immersion in passions/interests. and maybe therapy. *love*
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